i am i

i am i

the way i am is i

that the thing i want said

i hurt so hurt coz i make him hurt n cry

so bad 

but i did not do the thing

even the smallest to the biggest thing i have told u

u know what u are the first know who am i 

i feel so silly and shamed u know

how it hurt me when i tell u the truth until it less nothing to tell

all is out with u

i don't know how 2 prove it to u that i'm not do that

i feel like want fly from the highest place and laugh alone

hurt so hurt very hurt

i'm not cry my tears don't want out but my heart was cry

if u read this blog i want u know something

that i know i'm not too good to u

i'm not beauty to u

i'm not kind to u

i always make u hurt 

but my heart was for u

all my heart is full of u

that all

i love u so much

so much and much

~my heart now are crying so hurt and sick~