Sunday, January 8, 2012

rindu yg teramat sangat

hari nie terasa na tulis in malay pula
rindu sangat dekat my hubby k
ta tahu na kata cm ner
lately nie byk sgt ujian yg mendatang
terasa lemah diri nie
sedey sgt bile ta dpt tolong my hubby
hurm hati nie makin sdey
dah lah jauh
mcm2 lak dugaan
takot sgt hilang encik hubby saya
td he said that aq makin tambah serabut dye
hah meleleh air mata aq
sdey giler aq bkn na tambah serabut encik hubby
tp aq ta penah face masalah yg besar cm nie
so aq agk janggal dan blur 
aq tahu aq ta bantu pape pon kt encik hubby n lg bg idea bodoh aq ade la
entah lah sedih sgt hari nie
airmata aq ta segan2 meleleh keluar tanpa minta izin aq pon
sekarang aq mudah sgt menangis sbb encik hubby
aq takot aq ta mampu jd yg terbaik utk dye
takot sangat
encik hubby marah if aq nanges tp aq ta sengaja
aq syg dye sgt2
syg yg ta dapat di ungkap dgn kata2
hanya Allah saja yg tahu betapa aq syg kt dye
setiap kali lepas solat aq always doa utk kteowg supaya jodoh sampai ke syurga
supaya aq jadi bidadari dye kt syurga nanti
stp kali dye sdey or bad mood aq sdey sgt sebab aq tade kt sisi dye
stp kali dye ta sihat aq rase cm na terbang je dkt encik hubby na jage dye
risau sgt sgt sgt
encik hubby,
kasih syg i kt u susa utk i describe kan
stp kali u ckp i ta syg u aty i cm kene hiris 
kalau lah i bole tnjuk aty i nie kt u i dah tnjuk
td i rase down sgt bile u ckp i tambah serabut u
huh..i rase cm i gagal jd wife u yg terbaik
i penat nanges lastly i tertido 
pas bgun i trus cll u
then td i cll bgthu na on9 sbb na bgthu jadual esok
i tesentap bile u letak cm 2 je
ta sempat i na bgthu "i love u husband"
then bile i text u 
u cll i ckp tnye diri i sendri i mcm blur tepikir2
u tahu ta u tapenah ilang dlm aty i fikiran i
stp hari i pkir psal u 
stp detik ta penah ta pikir
ape yg i buat i pkir sal u
i tahu u syg i
i ta penah ragu pd u
i na u tahu yg i sayang u
sayang sgt sgt


Saturday, January 7, 2012

i am sorry dear love

sayang
i am so sorry okayh
i love u so much
so so so much
dear my mister A
please don't go away from me k
i love u so much 
sayang
u know that
i have learn to be the good wife for u
i'm so proud when all i do i tell u
because i feel that someone love me so much
hubby,
this is the first time i get person like u
love me so so much
that's why i'm proud because i know u love me
always beside me in happy or sadness  
don't worry hubby i'm also beside u
because my heart all with u now
i'm yours okayh mister Afendy
officially be yours sayang
hubby,
i promise to be the good wife for u
i promise never make u hurt and angry again 
i promise to be the loyalty wife for u
all my heart belong u
all my self are yours 
love u so much

please do go away from me hubby
i can't if i not hear your voice not text with u
i always think bout u
i love when u call me "my wife"
miss u so much hubby
every day i miss u hubby



Sunday, January 1, 2012

5 bulan

why with 5 month?
he said he want happy in 5 month...
just 5 month without any argue 
huh!!!! so sad
i'm speechless actually 
don't know how 2 describe my heart my feeling
so so so so so sick want face with the fact
the fact that will lose someone 
i try to make him happy with the best
try 2 make him smile always
without any tears and sadness
i will be the best for u
u know mister A 
actually your mother love u so much
she want the best for u actually
she love u very much just she make a mistake because don't understand u
i want u know that
i want u back 2 your family
i want u be a good son
can u full fill my wish?
mister A 
happy new years from me
i'm 20 years old now
now are 1.1.2012
hope everything will be okayh