31.12.2011
the last day in 2011
yesterday i hurt
today i sad
hey mister A did u know i hurt when u said like that
please don't do it again
i don't want my heart hurt because i afraid my heart will less for u
u know how much i care bout u
so please don't said like that to me again
u know when i in 'tersepit' situation?
u know?
know?
between u and my family
i feel like want fly in the sky without think bout it
both of u are important
but for me family first but u still important
so please understand me
it's hurt me when both of u all make me in dilemma situation
so hurt the both are important then the family first
that me
how love u are to me pon mama still teach me the family first
huh if u all know what are happen in my heart when i'm in dilemma situation
so bad so so so bad in my heart
sometime feel like what kill myself
if u know the real me and my situation with my family........
today my tears going out
when u text me said
"lau t b btl xbdya,b nk mty at rba baby,b nk tdo trus dlm ribaan bby"
when u said u dream about arwah your brother ask u to keep accompany him
u know what i'm so sad so sad
please don't said like that
please
please
please
please
don't go
please make the operation
please
please
please
please
please
if u really want go please wait until i can accept the fact
please wait until i make your favorite chocolate cake and i mouthful the cake to u
please
please
please
don't make me like this
it's like killing me
u know...
so please don't talk like that again
okayh
promise?
promise?
wait okayh.....